Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Hello World

So I'm guessing this is the start of my blog? I wish i knew what blog stood for, but I know that people write a blog so I guess that's all that matters. So I'm here to let whom ever maybe reading this how i feel..

I was going to begin this after i finished my journal, but that didn't work out as much as I planned. Basically what I was going to do was every entry in my journal I was going to make a blog re-writing it. There wasn't much of a reason for doing so, but just to keep, well I guess, my journal online as well. A friend of mine told me that when she has something to say she'll write it down, or write a letter. Then afterwards burn it, letting those negative feelings go away and be set free. When she told me that it really did make alot of sense to me. That was also another reason why I decided to do this earlier than planned. Because I am thinking about after finishing my journal, burning it. Like I guess to let all the negativity in that book free. But then again it's like if I plan on burning it, why have it on the internet as well!? lol, idk. I guess I'm just weird like that. So I guess [gosh i say that a l o t] that before i start to let whom ever you are into my world, you should know a little about who you are reading about ; more like what actualy. Basically, my journal is filled with a lot of emotional things that I rarley tend to let out to other people. But then again if that's the case why should I post it now? Idk, I guess a "regular" journal was too bottled up? fer me. So yeah, I'm not writing for any body to feel sympathy, just to let who ever would like to know how I'm feeling. So later tonight, or sometime tomorrow I will begin to let the out side world into my own. & So she'll write what she's feeling because of those times you've made her feel it wasn't worth saying. <3

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